[He sees that look and for a moment he feels pity for the man who burned and murdered a whole village, the man who'd once been his friend. He let's Sephiroth be at that and turns to go to the bathroom this time, eyes glowing in the morning darkness of his dimly lit home.] I'm sorry it's just me here. I wish they were here too. I miss them too.
[He heads to the bathroom then and closes the door. The shower gets turned on and once the running water is on he can feel his body growing heavy and his eyes starting to tear up. When was the last time he'd cried over Angeal? Over Genesis and Kunsel and Essei and Sebastian? He missed so many people, his mom and dad, Aerith who he now knew was gone in his own world too. He could never see them all again yet the only one he could see now was Sephiroth and some of the Turks. Was this his karma for Nibelheim? He started to undress as tears fell down his face, the guilt of it all getting to him once more. ]
[As Zack leaves to clean up, Sephiroth takes a time to just stand and breathe. Collect himself. Ground himself to now. And that helped. A reminder that nothing really changes, even in such a strange place like this.
Just keep moving forward. No questions. Just act.
And right now that action... is to wait for his turn in the shower. Sephiroth letting out a long exhale as he moves to clean up after them, sorting their shoes, moving to put things away, somehow spending the time while he waits for Zack to be done.]
[He's in the shower for awhile, just in there letting the hot water drip down his back as he leans against the wall of the shower. Tears drip down his face and mix with the water from the showr that hits his face as he thinks of memories of Angeal, of Kunsel, of Aerith and Cloud. He thinks of all those not here and more tears start to fall down his face. His sobs are soft, muffled by the sound of the water running though with the SOLDIER advanced genetics He's unsure if Sephiroth might hear him and he's not fully thinking of that either.
When his mind does wander back to Sephiroth and those kisses he left on his pale skin he thinks back of how warm to the touch he'd been. His sterile scent that's always been Sephiroth's mixed with that familiar scent of mako energy and home and though he's still upset his body starts to feel a little heated. It wouldn't be the first time he'd have to touch himself to Sephiroth since they'd contracted but usually that was at night when he was sure the man was asleep and in his own room, not awake and waiting for a shower. The fact he knows Sephiroth is nearby sends a thrill of excitement that makes his cock harder and also question himself as he strokes himself using the water from the shower as lubrication. It's pathetic, he's pathetic to be doing this about someone who doesn't want him and who he isn't sure what he wants from them still. He's still angry with Sephiroth but he can't deny those stolen glances he keeps taking of him, the way his lips upturn ever so slightly when he's teasing Zack and how full they are. He was so tempted to kiss him earlier. His mind plays tricks on him, wonderinf what those lips would look like around his cock. He strokes himself faster, biting his bottom lip and splitting it as he tries to picture that image in his head. He could never imagine Sephiroth ever disheveled, he's too perfect but just the image of him bear his cock has his knees weak and Zack quickly cums against the opposing wall and his hand. His eyes glow brighter as he makes sure to wipe any evidence away and wash off, not realizing his bottom lip is split now.
When he gets out of the shower his eyes are red rimmed and his bottom lip is bruised and cut. He wears a bathrobe to cover himself out of the shower as he passes by Sephiroth.]...all yours. Sorry I took so long.
[Whether Sephiroth's hearing picks any of this up or not, he's choosing to ignore it. To keep it out of sight and private for Zack. Eventually... he does run out of things to distract himself with, finding himself at a loss for what to do next as he waits. In saying, that he didn't really get a good sweat going, was just getting started. Maybe a shower wasn't needed. Maybe all he needed was a change of clothing!
This results in him mid changing as Zack steps out, shirtless and working on picking out some other pieces of clothing to change into as the bathroom door opens. He gazing over at Zack as this changes his plans, able to shower instead. Before pointing to his own lip. A silent tell on what Zack has done to himself.]
[His normally more subdued but still glowing violet eyes have brighter hints of mako in them when he comes out of the shower, he's glowing and had it been anyone he's slept with they might be abke to pick up on those changes to Zack's eyes and what it means. For Sephiroth who hasn't had that time with Zack or for all he knows might not at all with anyone yet he might not even know they can do that when they're aroused. At least he got his arousal taken care of before he left the shower.
He gives Sephiroth a confused look when he points to his lip, thinking the man wants something on his own lips so instead of checking on his own lip he leans in thinking Sephiroth was asking for a kiss and pecks him on the cheek. He didn't know why the man was asking for it but he did anyway and when he pulls back he sees a hint of blood against pristine pale skin and panics.] W-Whoa wait!
[He grabs Sephiroth's face in his hand, holding him by his cheek and tries to wipe away the blood he got on his cheek. Once it's gone he looks him over and only then does he really realize that Sephiroth was shirtless and he was so close to him and holding his face.]...I...um....sorry...
[That. Was. Not. Wha- sigh. Sephiroth closing his eyes as Zack plants that kiss on him, muscles flexing in his jaw and he grits his teeth. Not out of anger.
But out of trying not to laugh.
Thinking he got control over himself again, Sephiroth peeks his eyes open in time to find Zack realizing the situation, only to be grabbed and his cheek scrubbed at to get the blood off. His eyes slamming close again, brows furrowing. Please. Zack. Stop. He doesn't want to laugh about this, but you're making it near impossible not to.
Thankfully Zack releases him again, Sephiroth able to take a step back and clearing his throat before speaking, making sure he's back to his normal tone.] Do you want to clean up your mouth before I use the shower?
[Zack quickly shakes his head at the suggestion and makes sure not anymore of his blood is on the man's perfect face before letting go of him. He stepsb away and immediately looks away from him in embarrassment.]
No! You can go and wash it off, I'll clean it after I hogged it long enough. [His voice almost cracks as he speaks and then he runs off to his room before Sephiroth can stop him to get changed. He changes into something casual, just a pair of jeans and a plain black shirt as he tries to dry off his hair. It's always a mess to air dry but the dryer is in the bathroom so he has to wait for sephirogh to finish before he can dry it.]
[Hm. Sephiroth watching Zack as he scurries off, touching a couple of fingers to where Zack had kissed him. Before moving into the bathroom to wash up. Strange. So very strange. Having to get used to being the target of Zack's enthusiasm and affection, even more than before, and in a different way. Or not completely, not for the requirements of this place. So just where did he stand with Zack?
It's all rather confusing to him. He needs more information. About this entire place, his requirements.
About Zack.
Sephiroth's own shower is much shorter than Zack's, stepping back out and realizing he didn't bring any clothing to change into with him, and just wrapping a towel around his hips. Today was off to a strange start. Zack seems in a mood, Sephiroth unsure if to spend time with him or continue looking into how this City ran. He did need a job. Something to do. And more research. Hm. He needed plans. Without much thought to how he looks right now, he steps out of the bathroom, planning to head back to his room to change. Ah, right, Zack needed the bathroom again after him.] I am done with the bathroom, Zack.
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[He heads to the bathroom then and closes the door. The shower gets turned on and once the running water is on he can feel his body growing heavy and his eyes starting to tear up. When was the last time he'd cried over Angeal? Over Genesis and Kunsel and Essei and Sebastian? He missed so many people, his mom and dad, Aerith who he now knew was gone in his own world too. He could never see them all again yet the only one he could see now was Sephiroth and some of the Turks. Was this his karma for Nibelheim? He started to undress as tears fell down his face, the guilt of it all getting to him once more. ]
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Just keep moving forward. No questions. Just act.
And right now that action... is to wait for his turn in the shower. Sephiroth letting out a long exhale as he moves to clean up after them, sorting their shoes, moving to put things away, somehow spending the time while he waits for Zack to be done.]
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When his mind does wander back to Sephiroth and those kisses he left on his pale skin he thinks back of how warm to the touch he'd been. His sterile scent that's always been Sephiroth's mixed with that familiar scent of mako energy and home and though he's still upset his body starts to feel a little heated. It wouldn't be the first time he'd have to touch himself to Sephiroth since they'd contracted but usually that was at night when he was sure the man was asleep and in his own room, not awake and waiting for a shower. The fact he knows Sephiroth is nearby sends a thrill of excitement that makes his cock harder and also question himself as he strokes himself using the water from the shower as lubrication. It's pathetic, he's pathetic to be doing this about someone who doesn't want him and who he isn't sure what he wants from them still. He's still angry with Sephiroth but he can't deny those stolen glances he keeps taking of him, the way his lips upturn ever so slightly when he's teasing Zack and how full they are. He was so tempted to kiss him earlier. His mind plays tricks on him, wonderinf what those lips would look like around his cock. He strokes himself faster, biting his bottom lip and splitting it as he tries to picture that image in his head. He could never imagine Sephiroth ever disheveled, he's too perfect but just the image of him bear his cock has his knees weak and Zack quickly cums against the opposing wall and his hand. His eyes glow brighter as he makes sure to wipe any evidence away and wash off, not realizing his bottom lip is split now.
When he gets out of the shower his eyes are red rimmed and his bottom lip is bruised and cut. He wears a bathrobe to cover himself out of the shower as he passes by Sephiroth.]...all yours. Sorry I took so long.
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This results in him mid changing as Zack steps out, shirtless and working on picking out some other pieces of clothing to change into as the bathroom door opens. He gazing over at Zack as this changes his plans, able to shower instead. Before pointing to his own lip. A silent tell on what Zack has done to himself.]
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He gives Sephiroth a confused look when he points to his lip, thinking the man wants something on his own lips so instead of checking on his own lip he leans in thinking Sephiroth was asking for a kiss and pecks him on the cheek. He didn't know why the man was asking for it but he did anyway and when he pulls back he sees a hint of blood against pristine pale skin and panics.] W-Whoa wait!
[He grabs Sephiroth's face in his hand, holding him by his cheek and tries to wipe away the blood he got on his cheek. Once it's gone he looks him over and only then does he really realize that Sephiroth was shirtless and he was so close to him and holding his face.]...I...um....sorry...
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But out of trying not to laugh.
Thinking he got control over himself again, Sephiroth peeks his eyes open in time to find Zack realizing the situation, only to be grabbed and his cheek scrubbed at to get the blood off. His eyes slamming close again, brows furrowing. Please. Zack. Stop. He doesn't want to laugh about this, but you're making it near impossible not to.
Thankfully Zack releases him again, Sephiroth able to take a step back and clearing his throat before speaking, making sure he's back to his normal tone.] Do you want to clean up your mouth before I use the shower?
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No! You can go and wash it off, I'll clean it after I hogged it long enough. [His voice almost cracks as he speaks and then he runs off to his room before Sephiroth can stop him to get changed. He changes into something casual, just a pair of jeans and a plain black shirt as he tries to dry off his hair. It's always a mess to air dry but the dryer is in the bathroom so he has to wait for sephirogh to finish before he can dry it.]
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It's all rather confusing to him. He needs more information. About this entire place, his requirements.
About Zack.
Sephiroth's own shower is much shorter than Zack's, stepping back out and realizing he didn't bring any clothing to change into with him, and just wrapping a towel around his hips. Today was off to a strange start. Zack seems in a mood, Sephiroth unsure if to spend time with him or continue looking into how this City ran. He did need a job. Something to do. And more research. Hm. He needed plans. Without much thought to how he looks right now, he steps out of the bathroom, planning to head back to his room to change. Ah, right, Zack needed the bathroom again after him.] I am done with the bathroom, Zack.