[He's in the shower for awhile, just in there letting the hot water drip down his back as he leans against the wall of the shower. Tears drip down his face and mix with the water from the showr that hits his face as he thinks of memories of Angeal, of Kunsel, of Aerith and Cloud. He thinks of all those not here and more tears start to fall down his face. His sobs are soft, muffled by the sound of the water running though with the SOLDIER advanced genetics He's unsure if Sephiroth might hear him and he's not fully thinking of that either.
When his mind does wander back to Sephiroth and those kisses he left on his pale skin he thinks back of how warm to the touch he'd been. His sterile scent that's always been Sephiroth's mixed with that familiar scent of mako energy and home and though he's still upset his body starts to feel a little heated. It wouldn't be the first time he'd have to touch himself to Sephiroth since they'd contracted but usually that was at night when he was sure the man was asleep and in his own room, not awake and waiting for a shower. The fact he knows Sephiroth is nearby sends a thrill of excitement that makes his cock harder and also question himself as he strokes himself using the water from the shower as lubrication. It's pathetic, he's pathetic to be doing this about someone who doesn't want him and who he isn't sure what he wants from them still. He's still angry with Sephiroth but he can't deny those stolen glances he keeps taking of him, the way his lips upturn ever so slightly when he's teasing Zack and how full they are. He was so tempted to kiss him earlier. His mind plays tricks on him, wonderinf what those lips would look like around his cock. He strokes himself faster, biting his bottom lip and splitting it as he tries to picture that image in his head. He could never imagine Sephiroth ever disheveled, he's too perfect but just the image of him bear his cock has his knees weak and Zack quickly cums against the opposing wall and his hand. His eyes glow brighter as he makes sure to wipe any evidence away and wash off, not realizing his bottom lip is split now.
When he gets out of the shower his eyes are red rimmed and his bottom lip is bruised and cut. He wears a bathrobe to cover himself out of the shower as he passes by Sephiroth.]...all yours. Sorry I took so long.
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When his mind does wander back to Sephiroth and those kisses he left on his pale skin he thinks back of how warm to the touch he'd been. His sterile scent that's always been Sephiroth's mixed with that familiar scent of mako energy and home and though he's still upset his body starts to feel a little heated. It wouldn't be the first time he'd have to touch himself to Sephiroth since they'd contracted but usually that was at night when he was sure the man was asleep and in his own room, not awake and waiting for a shower. The fact he knows Sephiroth is nearby sends a thrill of excitement that makes his cock harder and also question himself as he strokes himself using the water from the shower as lubrication. It's pathetic, he's pathetic to be doing this about someone who doesn't want him and who he isn't sure what he wants from them still. He's still angry with Sephiroth but he can't deny those stolen glances he keeps taking of him, the way his lips upturn ever so slightly when he's teasing Zack and how full they are. He was so tempted to kiss him earlier. His mind plays tricks on him, wonderinf what those lips would look like around his cock. He strokes himself faster, biting his bottom lip and splitting it as he tries to picture that image in his head. He could never imagine Sephiroth ever disheveled, he's too perfect but just the image of him bear his cock has his knees weak and Zack quickly cums against the opposing wall and his hand. His eyes glow brighter as he makes sure to wipe any evidence away and wash off, not realizing his bottom lip is split now.
When he gets out of the shower his eyes are red rimmed and his bottom lip is bruised and cut. He wears a bathrobe to cover himself out of the shower as he passes by Sephiroth.]...all yours. Sorry I took so long.